| another dream |
[Aug. 21st, 2006|02:43 pm] |
another bad dream, another day in balamb. I have been having these strange dreams about raine. Where's shes looking for me in a distant land and I'm right next to her not be able to be visible or heard being that close. The moment i knew that her I want to grab her into my arms, tell that I love her, tell that I need her, to tell that I'll never leave her site again. Everytime in that dream I reached out for her only to be 10 steps behind, close but not to close, near but not near enought. I ran to the image that was her, only to be blocked by a young man in my dream... I was afriad of this man, I did'nt to hurt him because he was in front the thing i loved most. I couldnt move...
I remember this man
he had the symbol of lion on his chest.
I think I better go for some coffe. My dreams keeping get more realistic everytime, could it be my guilt? Sometime that I did'nt tell anyone.
I gotta get some rest, I have along meeting to morrow with the board members fo balamb and cid. |
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| Moving to Balamb |
[Aug. 12th, 2006|10:45 am] |
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well after much debate, I'll be making a trip to balamb and joinning the staff for sometime being the new directer of space technology. A very much needed relief from the offices of Esthar,some break from being president was what i have been looking for a long time. I can start writing again as well as give lectures to all the students... a big change from arguing with old farts about space transport policy and capitalism. I know im leaving everything in well hands with kiros and ward. Since that time theres been nothing but peace in esthar. I got a few emails from the director and some students who are eager to see me. Well I should be getting ready for my trip. Much to do, so little time. And if I know whats good for me, Im bound to forget something. |
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